The guilt--why did my son survive when Kathreen did not? The fear that permeates my world...the sorrow for shattered lives. The never-ending 'what ifs'.
Cameron is my brilliant child. 167 IQ, guitarist, poet. My 'never comfortable in his own skin' son. His mind obsessing on every move, every thought. Meds made him tremble, his music is his life, he never could calm or banish his demons. Kathreen, his soulmate, musician, poet, artist, singer. Her demons fed on his--they were poetry amd disaster rolled into one. She's gone, he's in prison...their lives, their story...more tragic than Shakespeare could conceive.