Wish I didn't know

By
Stephanie Turner-Palmer
Tell us about your (or your loved one's) recovery journey. What has been the most rewarding part?

The guilt--why did my son survive when Kathreen did not? The fear that permeates my world...the sorrow for shattered lives. The never-ending 'what ifs'.

Cameron is my brilliant child. 167 IQ, guitarist, poet. My 'never comfortable in his own skin' son. His mind obsessing on every move, every thought. Meds made him tremble, his music is his life, he never could calm or banish his demons. Kathreen, his soulmate, musician, poet, artist, singer. Her demons fed on his--they were poetry amd disaster rolled into one. She's gone, he's in prison...their lives, their story...more tragic than Shakespeare could conceive.