My husband Shawn was an amazing father, wonderful husband and good friend. When we met we both used meth, but decided to put that life behind us and move 1200 away miles to start a better life! We had our daughters, bought a house, saved up money, life was amazing. That is until while pregnant with my 4th son, life fell apart. Shawn and I split up as his behavior was out of control and I had no idea at the time but he was using again... a lot. He disappeared for about a year and when he came home he wanted to get clean but didn't know where to go. He was found dead in the hills with a conclusion of meth overdose.
This picture shows my second oldest just a few weeks ago spending time with what's left of her daddy. We miss him so much.