Shane was my second born, but my first son. He had finally gotten sober but relapsed due to depression. He was finally getting his life back together. I miss him every day and would do anything to have him back. He was amazing at beat boxing! He had met an amazing girl who was pregnant and he was going to adopt the baby. She just had her daughter on December 5th and gave her my son's last name with my blessing. He would have made an amazing dad!