Cody was my only child. He was the sunshine in my day. He took his own life when his newly born son was ripped from him. Depression...PTSD...and other demons he delt with got to be too much. At 230 A.M Dec.22 my husband and I found our baby and I held him up as his father cut him down. We were lost. I mean what do you do when the soul reason you get up in the morning is gone. I feel he watched our pain and I know he didn't mean to hurt us and he loves us because one month after he left us my husband and I got custody of our grandson, who is now three years old and the light of our life.