Raymond Blaine...where do I begin!? You have so many people who love and miss you, it's unbearable. Its kills me every second that this disease took you away from us. You were and will always be the strongest person I've ever met, you just never taught me how to live my life without my heart. I'd give anything, my own life, if I could bring you back to be here for Little Ray, Bryan, and Hannah, and your whole amazing family. I asked god every single day, why you? Not me? You were "my rock". The Peanut butter to my jelly, now I'm broken.