Wilford Lee Ewing

Will's smile lit up any room. His blue eyes were the first thing you saw when you met him. He had a huge heart and would help anyone. Will was more than his addiction. He was a man fighting his addiction every day. He had such a huge heart. He loved fishing and spotting deer. He never sat down I don't think until he met me lol. He worked hard and played harder. He was always up for a good joke and was silly. He used to sing to me often and I miss that. He loved hard and loved his family and looked after us all. He and I were drawn to each other from the moment we met. He was my everything. We lost him way too soon and he had so much more to do in life. His life was cut way too short. What I want people to know the most was he was far more than the addiction that cost him his life. My worst nightmare came true and it was something we spoke often about. I am lost without him and part of me died the day he left this life. Oh what I wouldn't do to turn back the time. All of our plans for the future are no longer and every day is a struggle without my best friend. I live with the what if's and regrets and will for the rest of my days on Earth. I miss every ounce of him and still can't believe this is my life now without him. He was the love of my life and I was his. I wish no one this pain. Addiction is an awful thing to live with and I wish anything that there was more help out there for him. God wanted his Angel and now he is mine. I'll never forget him. He was the reason I woke everyday...